What do you want most right now? A promotion at work? A beautiful body? A new car? A puppy?
And now consider why it is that you want that. Most of the time we want the things we want because we believe those things will make us happy. But so often you can get the things you want, only to find you’re utterly miserable anyway.
I know because I tried it. I starved myself and exercised like I was training for an ultramarathon (I wasn’t), because I thought I’d feel better once I was thinner. I didn’t. At work I became a super-employee, never saying no, because I thought I’d be happy once I had a promotion. I got it, and I did, briefly, feel happier. And then that disappeared. I clung onto relationships that were broken because I thought I’d be happy once I’d fixed them. It didn’t work, and it just made me more unhappy.
Because the thing is, until I turned my attention to developing a healthy mindset, nothing worked. As a friend said to me, “The only achievement in life that matters is good mental health.” I think that’s so true. It’s great to want to make positive changes to all aspects of your life, but none of those will work unless you sort your head out first.
I see lots of people coming to yoga retreats who set themselves up with the idea that the 5 or 7 or 10 days of the retreat are going to be transformational for their mind, body and soul. They think they’ll leave a different person, with a whole new life. And maybe it works. Maybe they do the “detox diet”, they exercise more, they enjoy a bit of yoga and they feel good. But then they return to their lives, and does anything actually change? Sometimes, I’m sure. But I’m also pretty sure that a lot of the time life carries on as it always has. More worryingly, perhaps they then feel disappointed in themselves for not having lived up to their own expectations.
I’ve been lucky enough recently to be the resident yoga teacher with 21st Sanctuary Retreats, where they have a slightly different take on things that I like a lot. Their primary focus is unapologetically on mental health and wellbeing. Yes, they had daily yoga (that’s where I came in!), fitness, vegetarian food and a beautiful setting, but they also facilitated life coaching and mindfulness sessions. They wanted to empower guests to make meaningful changes through improving their mental wellbeing and setting achievable goals. They also offered a longer-term support programme, to keep guests on track after the retreat.
I think this mind-based focus is the way forward. Although yoga has been amazing for my body, it’s been more amazing for my mind, and it’s the happiness it has brought me that I want to share with people.
So what about all the things you want? My best advice is to sort your head out first. Everything else will follow.
Have a beautiful week, everyone.
Jade xxx
Niccolo
Setting one’s head straight first is such a journey!
I have seen in it in practice many times. There’s a lot of people who approaches meditation, yoga, or a “spiritual path” to overcome one’s difficulties, but ending up being even more rigid in his/her own point of views.
The journey your are speaking about perhaps starts when one is able to touch one’s own suffering without looking away and from there, rather than looking for many other fake desires, to look for what the real needs are.
This is not always without difficulties. It requires letting go of expectations, but also to have a certain openness to life. A sort of natural curiosity if you want.
Love the post!
Jade Lizzie
Thanks so much, and apologies for my delayed response – I’m in Guatemala with limited email access. I love your point about being able to touch your own suffering without looking away – this was such a breakthrough for me, realising this was something I could engage with, rather than always resisting and avoiding. An ongoing process for sure 🙂